Lagumbay.com Reflections on Love, Rage, and Fear

Humiliated!
My Pride died again today
You must share its fate

Pretty butterfly
My cats would tear you apart
But they are not here

In meditation
Attainment of inner peace
What a crock of shit

Channel surfing bliss
tanto, daisho, tactical –
two hicks hawking knives

A herd of children
walking to the library
so long, quietude

I feel inferior
to everyone in this world
I want to destroy

My crowbar awaits
unsuspecting customer
demanding more time

a happy chorus
celebrating existence
I wish they would stop

Now all hope is lost
Here, there is only sorrow
Film at eleven

Leaves in autumn breeze
swaying in my memories
Summer really bites

I saw a sunset –
horizon consumed in flames
and it made me smile

Standing in the rain
wasting all my pleasant thoughts
wishing I was dry.

A tranquil garden
cherry blossoms all around –
where the hell am I?